Fia, you say the most beautiful words

live for yourself... every day, every week, month and year. you'll regret, you'll be sad, you'll feel pain... but without those you wouldn't realise what happiness. small things will happen that tick you off to no end, small things will happen that make your heart feel so peaceful... would you want to miss those times? looking outside on trips and seeing mountains like you did, walking about seeing the sky, trees and flowers - petals falling like snow. meeting people, understanding people; good or bad... even if you think you should live for a person you love, and they just disregard yourself and carry on with life... carry on yourself. things not changing will hurt, you will think, you will feel sad and then think and also be confused sometimes, but there will be moments of peace. find them and just keep going. live each day as it comes, there'll be all sorts you might feel but you just gotta be strong for the chance of seeing stuff that'll make you smile even if it might hurt too. if you wish something yet you know it wont happen just look forward and be yourself and see what comes